salam everyone.
tomorrow, a new semester will starts.
and as usual, im currently still at home.
esok pagi2 baru nk gerak balik uia.
for those yg kenal aku,they wuld definitely know whats going on.
im having this syndrome called taknak-balik-uia syndrome.
the symptoms are as follow:
1.sepatutnya check in mahallah harini tapi ditunda kepada esok.
2.sepatutnya dah packing barang2 tapi masih belum buat.
3.asyik mengeluh tak nak balik uia.sampaikan mood pun terganggu.
4.belum balik uia dah plan nk balik rumah everyday for first two weeks.hehe
5.once melangkah kaki keluar dari rumah,rasa sebak terus melanda.
6.banyak lagi.tapi nanti akan diberitahu kelak.
so these are the symptoms.maybe ramai akan kata,mcm la dia sorang je homesick.rumah dekat pun nk homesick.i couldnt care less.thats me.mmg mcm ni dari zaman matrik lagi.except symptom no.5 tu baru2 je.
why do i have all this symptoms?
simple.i love staying at home so much.i hate when my sisters are not before my eyes.im afraid that something would happen and im not there.it happened before.
im also afraid of being in uia because i may not have time to go home because if i go home,then i would reluctant to go back to uia and so i wuld decide not to go home.u get what i mean?
yang ni pun pernah jadi jugak.sampai kan hampir sebulan tak balik rumah.
nk kata pelik pun ya.nk kata mengada2 pun ya.
BUT! regardless of anything, for this new semester,i have few goals that need to be achieved.
1.puasa is coming.im planning to buka puasa at home EVERYDAY.if possible la.that means i'll be off-campus during ramadhan.IF POSSIBLE la.
2.try to go home every weekends.and tak nak dah liat balik uia.
3.i wanna improve my result.i made it last semester.i wanna do it better this time around.
4.focus on my studies.no more main2.
5.DIET.why this one no 5 eh?hehe.i guess less important kot.NAH! tak la.i`ll try my best. =)
6.NO MORE PONTENG.hehe.this one pun if possible la.klau tak ponteng langsung mcm impossible je kan?it shuld be LESS PONTENG. ngeee.
7.there will be more tapi nanti diupdate lagi.
so whether i can achieve these goals or not,bergantung la.tawakkal is also very important.
despite the abovementioned goals, i also have the things-which-i-need-to-just-disregrad list.
but that one i`ll do later la kay.that list is important jugak.so that i would not waste my time on unecessary matters.
tawakkal kepada Allah.Usaha pun penting.word for myself.
till we meet again.
hurm.MALAS NYE NAK BALIK UIA.HELP!
